Siyu tears in the eyes spin. She wanted to be a friend Fifi answer, because she knows has been Fifi is the most concerned about her. She really should find someone good to talk, women it! When in pain that there is a confidant, Felice probably the best choice.
Siyu dial telephone Fifi
will not be as nervous as Fifi.
Siyu clothing store, Siyu poured all of this has opened a clothing store for eight years, eight years Fifi is always, no matter how busy their work,UGG boots cheap, she will find time to look at it, every time Siyu said to see her in the end are related to another good clothes into what, in fact, really concerned about her heart Siyu, Siyu this more clearly, since Siyu entrance exam after they start a little business, really From start selling socks, and now there is not a small-scale clothing store, here embodied Siyu everything, including her friendship and love.
Siyu was sitting on the sofa, so she leaned against his arms, crying. It had no idea why, simply also accompanied tears, while comforting, Siyu patted on the back side, so slowly, to appease her emotions, does not prevent, in fact, this woman is about to cry The best way, because the more you let her cry she will be more sad, crying is painful buffer, tears will flow out much better.
This message can be confused Fifi hit senseless.
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Siyu Chen Yuan li is the stepfather, Siyu had with her mother at his house after less than a month to leave Jia ran out his business, so many years never go back to see him. This is not because he Siyu bad, she just did not like the feeling of living off others, Siyu from the heart can not accept this role stepfather, after all that time very few people divorce, Siyu even think it is a disgrace. Now, my mom also has decades of his life, but just do not want to see him Siyu, but Siyu has been very good to know his mother, although he did not Siyu with how deep the feelings are from the heart Siyu grateful to him, and because of him, Siyu was not particularly caring mother. But now my mother what will happen? She withstand such a blow it?
the pain and rely on, they are high school students, but also good memories. Today, Zhang Liang have their own home, the child has been in elementary school, but Siyu is still a person, the only clothing store, a clothing store in this Siyu Zhang Liang enjoy the feeling of love for her.
Siyu at this time do not have the strength, though we cried tears also, and all the arrangements for all to listen to Fifi, Zhang Liang, general manager at a company office to arrange for a good car to go directly connected to their mother.
if not happen, Siyu will not go, so many years, since her work in town in 1998, she did not go read the mother, each time her mother came to see the city She is also only a few times, why is it so hard my mother's life it? Father and mother after the divorce, Siyu and mother had each day a few years, when Siyu secondary school, grades are good, but since my parents divorced, Siyu become quiet, academic performance has deteriorated, and ultimately in the college entrance examination fallen off.
1998, is Siyu year of life can not forget, that year her classmates, friends mostly went to college, her mother and stepfather, Chen Yuan, in the present composition of the family again, Siyu her mother, stepfather looked at the mother a day for cooking and washing, Siyu's heart was broken, one person alone to work in town, she wanted to wait for her to earn enough money to be to my mother, and her life to support her mother , so that mothers do not look at someone else's face.
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Siyu and Zhang Liang are the two lovers have not yet begun romance, first love has not yet begun to quietly end. That year, Siyu quietly left home to work in cities now, Zhang Liang went to college to study economics, graduating four years later assigned to the city, when he was the first time in this town when he was shocked to see Siyu the. Cold northern winter, the sky snowflakes, Liang Zhang saw a girl riding a tricycle with difficulty walking, because it is uphill, the car is clearly the danger of decline,UGG boots, Zhang Liang subconsciously helped a little, just back Siyu say want to escape, but has nowhere to escape, .
has been like a heart Siyu Zhang Liang, Zhang Liang also like her to know her, but she was only the possession of all that deep, that Liang Zhang thought she did not like his . They study together from the beginning every problem, Siyu quietly like him, she persuaded himself, just like this feeling, she likes him,UGG shoes, but do not have with him, she felt she was never meant for him. By memories of the past few years she has been living, and even her first love, have been strangled her in the bud, love and marriage is restricted in her mind, she vowed that you will never fall in love, not to get married. Since the divorce of her parents
Siyu mind was dead, she had seen how the mutual caring parents, maybe it was not love, but the memory of the Siyu mom and dad never fights planes, how to say away from away from it? The world will have true love? She brought her experience of the damage of divorce, the kind of inner loneliness is still terrible than death, so parents divorced when she vowed, if they do not remarry, she will never marry, own for life.
Rain is very contrary to his expectation. After graduation,cheap UGG boots, he has looked for Siyu, but no one knows the news of her, slowly, thinking words in his heart that there are some forgotten, but the voice of Siyu is almost not changed at all, so he was all like Like yesterday, the reality is indeed different, their difference is heaven and on earth, though only four years of separation, Zhang Liang in the four years lived a carefree life, the University has also been a dream of Siyu, but Reality has four years she has experienced the bitterness of this Kula, rain or shine she was a man, doing a small business, a man so lonely for a desire to live.
But Zhang Liang
see the sufferings of her heart, because her eyes could see that she's sad. Zhang Liang also had an impulse, and the long-awaited reunion of good friends that the impulse to embrace, but looked calm Siyu did not fulfill even the courtesy to shake hands, Zhang Liang helped push the tricycle, car slowly up the hill , Siyu Gomi knocked over the heart like a bottle, can see the calm after Zhang Liang are some of her own strange. Or in a dream she had dreamed of seeing him many times the scene, all the happiness in their imagination or a dream of happiness can only occur in Siyu. In fact, Siyu Zhang Liang did not think he is the spiritual pillar. Went to college, the students each have their own life, especially for so many years no news of Siyu, they do not begin in love, that time we just busy studying for college entrance, graduate also went their separate ways. Zhang Liang, of course not think of a girl from a special family thought it so heavy. At this time, only two of Zhang Liang is a good relationship with the students encounter, and Siyu really brought back many memories, that pain might not apply the language to describe, but not every ordinary family growth children can understand.
to help her unload her things, very understanding, feeling like a family. From that meeting, the Zhang Liang to often help Siyu, for her business ideas, Siyu certainly listen to him, everything being in the planning of Zhang Liang, and soon there is now this Siyu Siyu clothing store.
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, all of her collapse, her mother's second marriage to look like death.
thinking, my mother is not that so? Again dependent on others, but the final outcome of it? Two failed marriages to Siyu feel up to now no marriage is correct.
Although it is not love or do not love, nor marriage, but the love that Siyu than many people may be persistent, and her love has no voice, no expression, only you in the heart of a feeling that love is a fantasy, that she had never left a deep love. Some people's pain expressed in his face, so you'll see the Heart of a pity. However, the real pain comes from the heart, not necessarily written on the face can be called pain, suffering that comes from the heart, perhaps ordinary people can not endure, but Siyu so with a smile on the face every day , hidden in the heart of pain only in the dead of night when she can relax, and sometimes tears on the face, so that no masking his feelings, shed with impunity, in order that no one aware of the love and pain, grievances, She also wants to talk to Zhang Liang, however, Zhang Liang, and she was not a plane have been, if say, they even friendship that will alienate the students, she consoled himself, Siyu busy during the day there are many guests, She appears happy, each in her clothing store to buy her clothes were Doukua optimistic, but every time the dead of night, alone will be quietly climbed up the heart, of course, make her wash her silent tears of pain, but sometimes She will think: She is to let tears were shed sweat, hide her lonely soul.
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closer to her mother's home Way to go, the worse the car to go very slow, but Fifi or motion sickness, spit a few times along the way, rarely speaking, every heart think of what, perhaps only he knows. Suddenly heard the distant sound of trumpet, mingled with the cries of the people, Siyu know, it is necessary to her house, but did not hear the cries of her mother, no matter how long gone mother, the familiar voice will never change,
Siyu into the yard when the first sight of red coffin, she is so strongly want to see a coffin lying on the stepfather, and Fifi are very shocked, they had never heard Siyu Chen Yuan called it off, she has always been their first names, Siyu before kneeling in the spirit, constantly crying, as if he wished to tell all grievances the village there are many people who do not know Siyu, but already knew her identity, quickly advised her: do not see the mother's tears, dull eyes see only the face of our mother,
Although the father and mother divorced, but Siyu a happy childhood there, that feeling of lying in her arms when the recall are happy, sweet, she loves her mother, to stay in memory is the mother's hard to sleep when her mother every day are busy every day, piling up of live, my mother worked not only to their own homes, often to help the village people, my mother is a tailor, is village the only one who will cut clothes, Siyu small, almost no one in the village to buy clothes to wear, are buying back a piece of cloth myself, my mother not only to help cut clothes, and sometimes someone else's clothes, but never confiscated a penny, in rural areas is a simple world, when the minds of farmers there is no simple economic sense, but they would their own home grown vegetables to give you, so at home in Siyu the impression that there will be many dishes, the total also eat. Mom is always so busy, especially when the Chinese New Year, when to sleep Siyu mother did not know, she only knew her mother was still awake can be busy for the family, but also for people from the village is famous for the good mother of, say a good man rewarded, but the mother's life would be like how hard it? Siyu indeed some confusion, but she can say? Siyu at this time also has almost tears though we cried, and saw her mother to calm some of her hair, her mother had given so much warmth, and now what she can give her mother? She was really holding my mother, hugged his mother for the first time that she can still feel the love of her mother, but she also felt biting cold, tear, just holding her hand tightly, Siyu can feel my mother passed to her is strong.
next day, the stepfather funeral, and Siyu is trying to take away her mother, she is now strong support mother, Fifi, and Zhang Liang are also persuaded her mother to join them together back to the city, but not how my mother agreed, she said her stepfather's son needs to take care of, she said she lives in this decade, and has been used, she did not want to leave here, here, was the most painful time of her take her place, where she was buried Tears of the place, here is the place for her to be strong, here are her memories, her happiness, Chen Yuan in - Siyu's stepfather despite the left, but my mother felt close to him will ease some of her heart, between them have love? Siyu's heart suddenly drew a question mark has always been, Siyu greatest wish is to make money possessor of her mother, the mother took it, but did not expect, and now step-father passed away, my mother did not want her to go, no matter how Siyu persuasion, my mother refused to return to the city with Siyu, my mother have their own ideas, can Siyu wrong? Is it just for her stepfather's son train adults?
Siyu confused, and her years were shattered dreams, her goals, her ideal is to make money possessor of her mother, her mother did not like the kind of lifestyle, she has always wanted to mother prove his point, do not rely on men as they are mother and son will live a very happy, but my mother has been urging Siyu early to find a suitable object, married early, can Siyu just do not listen to your mother and daughter will also meet The row, which is her daughter in recent years, fewer and fewer reasons to meet, but now, she thought her mother would go with her, did not expect such an outcome would be. She lost the pain is the only thing stepfather? She said she is not clear in the end lost.
Siyu clothing store business is getting better, but still a person Siyu has been living a life of their own.
Perhaps one day, when the sun rose up, Siyu will find themselves in fact have always loved the heart.
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